Wow it's been so long.
This is a random picture I like it's a tent made of scarves.
Don't you love the prints and patterns on it? I do!!
And this is another random picture I like.
It looks so yummy.
Imagine cream cheese topped with fresh blueberries from your very own garden, with the yummiest buttery crust below.
I have this thing about pretty pictures and pretty things in general.
I kinda just like looking at them for very long.
Just to appreciate every bit of beauty about them.
Anyways, I sort of completely forgot about this poor blog until Samyantha kindly reminded me about it and no I did not delete any posts even though some of them are so embarrassing.
But I admit I did delete a few sentences off one post because it wasn't very... good to remember.
I think I must have been unbelievably silly.
Maybe I still am. Hurhurrr.
The past three months have been a flurry of happenings.
Basically, school.
I can't believe how fast this year is going.
It seems like it just began.
Yet it seems like some things, like my Bali trip in January, were so long ago.
It's such a funny feeling and such a contradiction.
I don't know how it works, but it just feels that way.
I don't know how so many people out there say they have too much time and nothing to do and they're bored and all because I have way too many things to do.
I can't wait for my last paper to be over next Tuesday and then I can start doing all those things that have been sitting around for so long, like doing up those pinwheels for the wedding and CLM things that never stop coming in, and I've been dreaming about sewing all sorts of things and I wanna learn how to knit and crochet and I wanna reply all those letters which I owe, and make cards and work on the business.
I think I'd need at least half a year to get everything completely done.
Not that I'm going to get that half a year but oh well I'm not complaining, it's nice to be occupied.
Though sometimes I wish there were less things to do or I could just go away to some nice quiet beach and lie on the warm and soft white sand with the tall palm trees swaying over me, listening to the music of the sea and watching the wispy clouds float across the surreal blue sky.
And think about how wide, how wide, how wide the sky is, how it spans infinitely and I don't know where it ends.
And how unfathomably deep the mighty oceans are and what dwells in them.
And how our almighty Father in heaven is in control of them all.
It's such an assurance in the uncertainty of life.
